chchchchchchchcherry bomb

at 6 am this morning on my way to class and to drop gaby at andreas..i got a flat tire ! i didn't knw what to do or who to call. my parents are gone. me n gaby walked all the way home cause our only option was to go n get my moms car and figure it out from there. i was pissed but i got a good laught out of it. i miseed anthro. we went to starbucks thn i dorpd gaaby at school. later on edgar came to the rescue and helped me change my tire it was a learning exp. just in time tooo. it was streeet sweeper day there in that part of town. late to journalism..

yesterday i smoked the left over g.w.kush i bought off david that i've had for months....i took greens and andrea was right// that thing is laced. i wasfreaking out.. but i didn't let it show. i felt my throat heavy like if it was swelling and it hurt. i also got reallly bad chest pain, at first i thought it was because i coughed but it was only for a little bit..my lungs felt as if they were bruised and bleeding. i sat dwn and my body felt really heavy. i felt dehydrated i must have drank like 6 glasses of water/ i was still thirsty. i had never exp that before... andnow i don't think i want to smoke weed for long time .. gaby also exp the same thing but not as bad. it eventually wore off about an hour and 1/2 later then we got hungry and went to stater bros to get groceries/

i spent $35 on making dinner ..which is actually not bad for 3. gaby and andrea helped me prepare it. we cooked some tbone steaks and yellow/greensquash n mushrooms grilled with olive oil salt n lemon pepper, it was good. we also made some caesar salad with the works :) and we ate in my backyard.

today i made soup for lunch. it was simple and tasty/ spinach, bowtie pasta, sliced mushrooms, chikn all in chin broth n secret spices topped with parm. mmm

raymond took me to watch the runaways. good movie, good acting
i enjoyed it/ it exceeded my expectations

and al x o ram.....that guy just totally left me hangn' ..



j e r k.

whtutalknboutwillllis

can't wait for saturday, :)
parents are leaving for like a
week!!!! which means i can
stay out allll night and no
work the next day!!(unemployed)..and me n andrea
and idk who else..wanna go to club bang

and if that fails we going
to the ska show


i am stoked.

jst gimmie a sign

i finally quit my lame job at stater bros.
i just could not put up with the BS
there any longer. My interview at knott's
for Kaman's Art Shoppes went swell.

i took the metro to l.a. saturday. it was just me, cesar, jimmy and edgar this time.it was fun i guess , we went to roscoe's and ate but missed the anti-war protest :pso we went to amoeba..i knew it would be over by the time we got there i kind of really wanted to go. i bought lost in translation and one flew over the cuckoo's nest. After that i picked up andrea and gaby and we met up the rest of the gang at some hardcore show by my house, just as expected...everyone and their mammas was there. ahaha it was cool though we got to see anthony light his cymbals on fire. it was pretty insane/ after they played we said our goodbyes and then headed to my house. cesar brought zombie and we all watched in my living room, i called it a night early cause i had to get up early this morning for my last day at work.

today went by a bit fast, i guess it was cause i was in a good mood.
i was talkative and friendly. i think i will miss stater bros.. all the
random andnice people i've met and workdn shared jokes with.
i'll miss seeing the regulars in the mornings and drunk people
when i would work closing hours..
the smelly man, the feisty old woman,
the annoying girl scouts, the obnoxious asb kids
with their bake sales, panhandlers,
the homeless bipolar asain...the cute portugeuse guy
with the soccer jerseys andhis dad...
in a weird way they kind of all felt like family.
but it had to end somehwere, i wasn't planning on
making a career out of it or even having to push
carts for another summmer no thanks/ i think i'll still visit...

soy como una roca

palabras no me tocan


i don't give a fuck about anyone or anything today.
i have to focus..








p.s. fuck you